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Monday, March 27, 2006
is Summer

The heat of the scorching sun is tanning my skin to a crisp. I think that the past has already taught me a lot. A lot has been lost due to stupidity. So i've decided to fix my perception that the world  is a bad place. I've thrown my worries to the wind and the future is bright. Thanks to all the experience people have given me, I've learned that all the important lessons in life were taught in kindergarten. Summer is upon us again and this would be the month which excites me because now I am in control for a change.

 

 


Posted at 02:47 pm by chill_expert
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
so sick!

Gotta change ma answering machine
No that I'm alone
Cos right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes to sence
Cos you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice
Anymore

(It's ridiculous)
It's been months for some reason I
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(Enough is enough)
No more walking 'round with ma head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

(Chorus)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tierd of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta six that callender I had
That's marked July 15th
Cos since there's no more you
There's no more anniversery
I'm so fed up of my thoughts of you
And your memories
And now every song reminds me
Of what used to be

(Chorus)
That's the reason I'm
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tierd of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

O-o-h (Leave me alone)
Leave me alone (Stupid love song)
Hey,
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Then lettin go
Turning of the radio

(Chorus x3)
Cos I'm
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tierd of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(So why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

Posted at 02:35 pm by chill_expert
yehey!  

Monday, December 26, 2005
year 2006 for the monkeys

Personality

Lively, witty, inventive and intelligent, a fast learner with good memory. Good at problem solving but can be too clever and become lazy, opportunistic and manipulative. They also know social skills well but can be selfish and egoistic. Also unbeatable in terms of talent and wealth.

Of all the animals in the lunar cycle, the Monkey bears the closest resemblance to the Naked Ape himself, Man. It is therefore no wonder that it should be he who will inherit most of man's intelligence as well as his capacity for deceit.

The Monkey is the sign of the inventor, the improviser, and the motivator in the Chinese zodiac; a charlatan capable of drawing everyone to him with his intimate guile and charm. Being the quick-witted genius of the cycle, he is clever, flexible and innovative. The monkey can solve intricate problems with ease and will be a very fast learner. He can master anything under the sign and usually has the aptitude for being a good linguist. A person born in this year will be successful at whatever he chooses to do. No challenge will be too great for him.

Likes

Risks, Cooking, Travel, Jokes, Intrigue, Flamboyance and Sunshine.

Dislikes

Organization, Illness, Convention, quietness, Responsibility and Failure.

Your Luck in Year 2006
Overall Forecast

Luck is very unstable in year 2006 for the Monkeys.  The presence of so many unfavourable stars and the downcast career luck will make you unable to give full play to your capability.  Keep calm and be realistic in your doings.  Perhaps you can learn and strengthen your knowledge of other skills for a break through of the preadolescents.  Take  health protection of your unfavourable health.  Beware og injuries and be cautions when driving.

The faint wealth luck will bring you steady income but not windfalls.  Do not attempt any risky speculation.  Handle your finance carefully and ensure of a well-balance income and expenditure.  Pay attention to your emotional relationship with family members.

Health

Health is not so good in year 2006.  The Monkey will get sick easily due o the weak resistance and sentimental moods.  Be cheerful and take rest.

Career

Under unstable career luck and other unexpected complications, you are only to keep calm and pragmatic in dealing with business.  Working class needs to absorb other skills to strengthen your superiorís recognition of your work.    

Love

Control your mood to improve relationship with friends and family.  Married couples need to be tolerant to each other.  Lovers should also care for each other to avoid misunderstanding.  

Wealth

Saving money to meet extra expenditure.  Your expenditure will be higher than the revenues your can generate in year 2006.  Take care of your finance in January, February, July and October.


Posted at 07:53 am by chill_expert
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
sky?

One summer night,

we ran away for a while

laughing, we hurried beneath the sky

to an obscure place to hide

That no-one could find



And we drifted to another state of mind

and imagined I was yours and you were mine

as we lay upon the grass there in the dark,



Underneath the stars,young love

Underneath the stars,young love,young love

Oh baby, yeah



Weak in the knees

wrapped in the warm gentle breeze, and oh,

so shy, so shy, a bundle of butterflies flushed with the heat of desire

On a natural high



As we drifted to another place in time

And the feeling was so happy and sublime

As I lost my heart to you there in the dark

Underneath the stars

young love



Beautiful and bittersweetly
You were fading into me and I was gently fading into you

But the time went sailing by reluctantly we said goodbye

And left our secret place so far behind

And I lay in bed all night

And I was drifting

Drifting

Drifting

Drifting

Drifting



And I imagined I was yours

And you were my own

My own baby

As we lay

Lay underneath the stars

young love, young love

Ohhhhh



Underneath the stars



Underneath the stars, young love

Underneath the stars,young love

Posted at 11:13 am by chill_expert
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
sick and tired of feeling stupid

I can't stand being stupid. Thinking of things that cannot be mended. I was blinded, I was led to believe things that weren't meant to be kept. I hate trusting and later on being given loads of bull crap just to save one's face. I can't hide my feelings, my rage, I really feel so stupid to believe in sweet and empty promises. I hope the next one does not do this anymore. I'm tired of loving and being fooled in the end. Don't ever say things you never mean and cannot keep. I have to choose the people I trust and love. I hate it.

Posted at 05:31 am by chill_expert
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Monday, November 07, 2005
the worst feeling

It's painful when someone drops you like a hot potato with all the promises of being taken cared of and all the sweet nothings you both shared. I just can't pretend that it doesn't affect me.  I also have to reel from the blow of a shitty reality and accept how harsh it is that I was not valued. Well life must go on and it is very clear that I should not bank on mere words and rely on what the signs of the times are revealing. Love can never be unconditional, it cannot be perfect nor can anyone perfect it. I for one know that it is a constant give and take relationship and when one falters it is up to the other to try and work things out or in my case be left behind since there is no point in loving when one does not want to be loved or when one shoos the other away. I cannot remain in a thought, and I cannot rely on what is slowly consuming me. I am feeling so stupid right now, but it is no use to feel this way since I will continue to love. I will try to mend the Andre which is much better than who I am right  now.

Posted at 04:44 am by chill_expert
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
haay..

What if I took my time to love you?
What if I put no one above you?
What if I did the things
That really mattered?
What if I ran through
Hoops of disaster?

No one would care if
We never made it
We're in this alone
So why don't we face it
There is no room to
Blame one another
We just need time to
Forgive each other

What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?
And tell me baby...what about us?

How can I give this
Love a new beginning?
How can I stop the rain?
It's never ending
How do I keep my soul believing?
Memories of how we
Should be keep calling

I'll take the rivers rise
I'll take the happy times
I'll take the moments of disaster



Posted at 11:25 am by chill_expert
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hands clean

If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much

Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me
You're kind of my prot®¶g®¶ and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it

Ooh this could get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

what part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
what part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
what with this distance it seems so obvious?

Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body

Ooh this could be messy and
Ooh I don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

Posted at 09:56 am by chill_expert
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a fool

LOVE DON'T LIVE HERE ANYMORE...........

I'm never gonna be your start,
I'll pick up the pieces
And mend my heart,
Maybe I'll be strong enough,
I don't know where to start,
But I'll never find
Peace of mind,
While I listen to my heart,


This is gonna be one of my last entries. sorry my mind is really cluttered right now and i don't know what will happen to me or people around me..

Posted at 07:54 am by chill_expert
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Saturday, October 22, 2005
wham!!!

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, You gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, You gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby do you recognise me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

(Happy Christmas!) I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I Love You" I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again

Chorus

(Oooh. Oooh Baby)

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Oooh Oooh
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

Chorus

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
(Gave you my heart)
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Next year
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
special
someone
someone
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
who'll give me something in return
I'll give it to someone
hold my heart and watch it burn
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
I've got you here to stay
I can love you for a day
I thought you were someone special
gave you my heart
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone
last christmas I gave you my heart
you gave it away
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone

Posted at 02:03 pm by chill_expert
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